Today was a depressingly rainy day. I was tired, a bit angry at myself for staying up so late last night when I had decided not to go out, for breaking my petty little rules.
And then Gisela proposed we should have people over for wine and cheese. At first I was reluctant, but, why not? So we invited some people, bought wine and cheese (the rabbit ridge bottle is still sitting here) and had a fantastic time. It had been a long time since I laughed so hard.
And out of the blue it came to me: in a year's time I will be elsewhere. I will not be able to see these friends with just a phone call or walking over to the next building. These incredibly amazing persons who share my life each day, who are unbelievably generous with their time and open to who I am.
And I feel irrational feeling sad in advance but I cannot help it. I will miss them terribly.
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